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11 October 2013 @ 10:46 pm

i can't see because i'm staring at a blank wall
i can't breathe because my fucking thoughts are choking me now
i can't grieve for the souls that are so lost
i can't leave because my fucking self is holding me down
imagine cold hands up to your throat
the thought alone makes you swallow your hope
and now it's harder to cope and i don't know where i'll go
these fallacies i don't believe and fear that nobody knows

every word from your mouth is a knife in my ear
every thought in your head is like poison to hear
like a snake in a suit spitting into the air
with a tongue like a needle and we're shot full of fear

an ocean of anger flowing through me blood-stained and broken
from what I failed to see and just like a snake charmer you led me astray
living in distress hoping help was on the way
in the midst of a storm searching for shelter i came upon one single feather
a half-hearted wish for something better gracefully cursed i thirst

have you seen my hands just look at em shake
and the song just keeps on repeating drop the needle again.
and i dance with your ghost but that ain’t the way
i can’t move on and i can’t stay the same

you caught me on the way down please hold my hand before i drown
tie my hands before i burn this town you caught me on the way down
feel like a shell of yester-years gone by bad decisions like ghosts that just won't die
i'm so sorry that i can't apologize for what comes next is another long goodbye

graceless is there a powder to erase this? is it dissolvable and tasteless?
i'm trying but i'm graceless don't have the sunny side to face this
i am invisible and weightless you can't imagine how i hate this graceless
i'm trying but i've gone through the glass again just come and find me
god loves everybody don't remind me i took the medicine when i went missing
just let me hear your voice just let me listen all of my thoughts of you

young and bright but now just a dim light off in the distance
a falling stone following the path of least resistance
if i still fight it's just that i'm afraid i'll slide under that spell again
taken for a fool yes i was because i was a fool

upload on request
Current Music: Hollywood Undead - Hear Me Now
Venturous1venturous1 on October 12th, 2013 05:07 pm (UTC)
yes, Please! wonderful photo art, I'd love the music too.
nikkinikki_cee on October 13th, 2013 07:26 pm (UTC)
thanks! and zip- :)
Venturous1venturous1 on October 13th, 2013 09:16 pm (UTC)
thank you SO much!